today whilst out walking the dogs i saw more rainbows than i have in my lifetime.
it is two months today since i lost my pal.....
having someone with a good eye for what clothes suit me to share a changing room with
going on a dog walk and chatting so much that we do not notice having walked so far
knowing someone with worse road rage than me
seeing her always putting on her lipstick before we went anywhere
having someone to nag me about my grey hair
stopping to look at birds and squirrels
seeing that look of dismay as i scream for the dogs to come back after they have been gone for 30 seconds
of knowing that she is always there
lime green clothes
having someone to trust with my secrets
movie nights with us all and the dogs crammed on the sofa
the smell of her wax coat
her huge selection of hats
her tiny feet
seeing how much she loved talulla
just sitting in the car at the end of a walk
her standing at the gate as i turn the corner to go home.
i have so many memories and so many regrets, things i wish i had said and done, places we had planned to go.........
perhaps it was a perfect day to see so many rainbows xx